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As we previously reported, Lily Allen and husband David Harbor recently called it that it ends after more than five years together.
A source close to the couple initially confirmed their separation in a statement to People magazine.
“Her marriage has crumbled and they are shared,” the insider said.
Never one to keep any secrets from her fans, Lily shared the details of her painful split and subsequently rehabilitation on her “Miss Me?” Podcast.
Lily Allen opens up for the split from David Harbor
“I have a hard time being interested in something, I’m really not in a good place,” Lily said during a recent episode.
“I know I’ve talked about it for months, but I’ve been spiral and helical. It’s out of control I’ve tried, ”she continued.
“I came to ‘Miss Me?’ Christmas lunch and had a panic attack and had to go home and I went to see something at the theater the other night with my friends and I had to leave at half time. I can’t concentrate on anything other than the pain I go through. It’s really hard. “
Caught in the action
According to Daily MailLily did something Sleuthing to confirm that David was using celebrity dating app Raya to find potential cheat partners.
“Lily was looking for women who were on Raya and cross -reported them with women David follows on Instagram to try to find out who he saw,” a source tells the outlets.
“Lily first went with Raya to try to find out if he saw anyone,” the insider added.
And while David was allegedly caught cheating, it seems that he is also the one who ended the relationship.
“Lily has never even looked at anyone since she met David. She’s destroyed. He broke up with Lily a month ago. He was intended to be on vacation with her in Kenya over Christmas, ”says the insider.
On an episode of her podcast, Lily revealed that she would “go away” for a while, but she assured her listeners that there is no truth to the rumors that she is checking into rehabilitation after a relapse.
“I go away next week for a few weeks, listeners but I want to reassure people because there will be speculation because of the amount of time I want to remove that I am going to narcoticshab – I don’t have it, I haven’t Released, ”she explained at the time.
“I’ve seen some terrible blind items on the internet that I was found in a cracking hole by my husband that was surrounded by men. I don’t know who is spreading these evil rumors, but that’s not true. “
Now Lily has completed her time in treatment, and in accordance with her Total Light policy, she opened up for the experience on February 13 of her podcast:
“I just feel very grateful to have been given the time and space I needed. I went into a kind of treatment center for a few weeks, which was big, ”Allen said.
“I did a lot of group therapy and some individual therapy, and I just needed some time and space away from everything.”
Allen added that she did a lot of “shadow work” and “inner children’s things”, noting that the process “was not easy by any stretch,”
Obviously, Lily knew exactly what steps she needed to take in the wake of her separation. We wish her all the best as she navigates what sounds like a very painful breakdown.